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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 17:27:25 GMT
"I should hope not, knowing how much I insult people." I grimace slightly, mainly thinking of my unwarranted remark to Logan the other day about letting him die. I'd thought I was past that sort of thing. "But I guess you don't hate me if you're coming over here," I add, smiling faintly at him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 17:30:10 GMT
"Everyone throws an insult out at some point." I said shaking my head a little bit, giving a faint shrug. "It's impossible to hate you." I said smiling faintly back down to her and bumping her shoulder lightly with my arm.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 17:38:19 GMT
"Good to know then...." I nudge hm back, still smiling, then grimace briefly. "And I guess that's true, really...."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 17:40:55 GMT
"Yep," I said with a small nod and smile down to her. "Which is true? That I can't hate you, or the insults part?" I asked a moment later, just to be clear on what we were talking about.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 17:52:32 GMT
"The insults part," I shrug. "I'm sure it's possible to hate me."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 17:53:47 GMT
"I don't think you're too bad.. If someone has a problem with you then they should just lighten up a bit." I shrugged faintly. "Well, it's not possible for me."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 18:07:32 GMT
"Well... thank you." I smile again, nudging him again but sort of forgetting to move away after.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 18:10:44 GMT
I smiled, "You're welcome." I said as she nudged me again, biting my lip faintly when she stayed closer to me instead of move away. Don't do anything stupid, please. I told myself in my head, thinking I should move away, but stayed where I was instead.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 18:19:04 GMT
"... And I feel like I should say something nice to or about you now...." I say after a moment.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 18:20:45 GMT
I laughed a little and shook my head slightly, "You really don't have to do that." I told her smiling a little bit more.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 18:21:39 GMT
"Well, no, but all I've done is insult you and now you're being nice." I shrug slightly. "Hardly seems fair."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 18:24:49 GMT
Isn't this just how I always acted with her? I honestly couldn't even really tell if she insulted me anymore. I shrugged faintly, "It just doesn't bother me. I don't know, no reason not to be nice."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 18:29:50 GMT
"Well, yes, that is how you are." I shrug, shaking my head. "I've just... noticed lately, that I'm really more selfish and much less of a friend than i should be."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 18:34:49 GMT
I shrugged faintly, playing with the end of my shirt as I looked over to her. "I haven't noticed anything.. You're a good friend Arden." I said putting a hand on her arm lightly for a moment.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 18:38:17 GMT
"Maybe," I shrug, leaning into him a little without really thinking about it. And I notice that he didn't argue with selfish. I hope he doesn't try 'cause that's absurd.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 18:42:12 GMT
I just assumed that the being selfish part was combined with the being the good friend, so I didn't bother to comment on it. Cos honestly, I don't know how she's been entirely too selfish either... unless she's thinking about how she nearly offed herself.. again. Anyway, I wasn't going to bring it up.
I felt her lean a little bit into me and after a couple moments, just moved out my arm and placed it around her shoulders. "No, I'm pretty positive. You're a good friend."
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 18:44:46 GMT
"Well... good then. I suppose you'd know." I shrug slightly, finding it a little bit odd how close we are, but... well, I like being touched, more so than I thought.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 18:47:35 GMT
I smiled and nodded a little bit. "Exactly, so you can just take my word for it." I said with a faint shrug too. We were standing quite close, more so now that my arm was around her, and I can honestly say that I didn't mind. And I was guessing that she didn't mind either because if she did I think she would have moved by now.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 18:53:50 GMT
"Well, probably at least." I shrug again. "i should ask all my other friends but I'm not sure I have any."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 18:58:41 GMT
"I'm sure you have other friends other than Logan and me." I said after a short moment. I knew that this was probably just me, but being this close to her really made me want to kiss her. I thought I was getting over thinking about her like that, but I guess I was wrong. I bit my lip for a moment and started to absentmindedly tracing a few shapes over her shoulder with my hand. I noticed I what I was doing after a moment and stopped.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 19:07:09 GMT
"Well, few, yes...." I say a bit distractedly, looking down at my shoulder. That feels kind of good, actually. And I think it's pretty clear at this point, at least in the back of my mind where I don't want to acknowledge it, that I'm really just waiting for him to kiss me or something. Otherwise I would have pulled away by now.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 19:12:43 GMT
I nodded faintly, seeing her look down at her shoulder before I stopped moving my fingers and bit my lip again. The smart thing to do right now, would be pull away and move back to where I was sitting before, but I rarely did the smart thing lately, so even though I'm pretty sure that I may get hit for doing this... I've decided now that I'm just going to do it anyway and kiss her.
So after a couple short moments of looking over to her, I turned her head gently toward me and kissed her lightly.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 19:26:33 GMT
Finally, says a small part of my brain that I will shortly be removing and burning. After the rest of my head catches up, that is, and stops kissing him back.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 19:29:03 GMT
I didn't get hit, so that's a good sign. And it's an even better sign when she is actually kissing me back. I'm basically a dead man if Logan finds out, but I really don't care right now. And with that thought, I pulled her a little closer to me and deepened the kiss slightly.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 19:34:04 GMT
((No, she didn't actually stop kissing him... she's saying when she does she's going to cut out part of her brain.))
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 19:36:30 GMT
[[ sorry! lol xD .. tis modified ]]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 19:44:56 GMT
I kiss him back deeply, wrapping my arms around his neck... which is about when my sense finally kicks back in and I break the kiss abruptly, pulling away and staring at him. This was a really bad idea.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 19:48:50 GMT
I kiss her back the same way, wrapping my other arm around her when she puts her arms around my neck. She broke the kiss a short moment later, quite abruptly and stared back at her for a couple moments before shifting my eyes to the floor. "I, um.. Sorry." I said eventually, my brain starting to catch up with me and starting to tell me that if Logan found out about this I probably will die. So maybe we shouldn't tell him.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 17, 2009 19:58:56 GMT
I shake my head. "Not... god, I'm an idiot." I press my hands to my face like maybe i really can tear a piece of my brain out through the skull. "It's not your fault," I repeat, or at least finish saying.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 17, 2009 20:00:15 GMT
"How is it not my fault?" I asked looking up to her, seeing her pressing her hands against her face. "I'm the one that kissed you."
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