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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 15, 2009 2:46:34 GMT
"That's honestly what I don't get..." I say glancing up at him with a weak smile. "I'm just wasting your time. I should go."
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 15, 2009 3:38:50 GMT
"And I don't know how else to explain it to you...." I sigh frustratedly, shaking my head, then shrug. "You can go if you want, I don't blame you, but... you don't have to, you know."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 15, 2009 3:57:44 GMT
I sigh a little myself before getting up and walking over to him again. "Do you mean that if it was a logical thing you could pick who you loved then you could, but since there's none you can't decide if you do or not?" I ask trying to piece together everything he just said. "I don't want to, but right now feels like you punched me in the stomach to be honest."
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 15, 2009 4:17:12 GMT
"Yeah, that's it exactly," I nod, relieved that she's finally got it. "And I'm sorry, I really am, I just... imagine it's better than lying to you."
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 15, 2009 4:26:27 GMT
"So you don't know if you love me or not then." I say nodding before sighing a bit. "It is, but it still hurts the same. Would it be a bother if I asked you to kiss me... you have to have some feeling for me." I say weakly, almost as if I was doubting my own statement.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 15, 2009 4:31:52 GMT
"I do, yes," I nod, eying her cautiously. "But are you sure that's honestly the best idea?"
I'm not saying I don't want to... 'cause I do... but I can't really imagine that it's the best idea.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 15, 2009 4:35:11 GMT
I bite my lip a little before twirling my curls around my pinky finger. "Someone said a man's signature is his kiss. Maybe it will make you realize something your missing, maybe it will make me feel worse or make me forget about your decision for that short amount of time." I say softly before tilting my head to the side a little. "But either way, I don't care if it's right or wrong right now Fitzy. I just want you to kiss me."
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 15, 2009 16:40:11 GMT
And I'm really not sure if I should....
"Isn't that how we just figured this out?" I ask, sort of stalling but genuinely asking.
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 15, 2009 16:44:29 GMT
"Not really... I was showing you how I felt about you through that kiss." I say softly before biting my lip a little. "If you don't want to then it's fine." I lie instantly as my eyes drop to the ground studying it as if I would have a test over what exact color, texture and everything else it had.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 16, 2009 3:04:56 GMT
Oh, Christ....
"Look, it's not that I don't want to, it...." I shake my head, sighing. "I don't know, maybe you should leave." Why even bother trying to salvage this?
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Post by Shelby Crescent on Jan 16, 2009 3:12:13 GMT
"It's what?" I ask, almost in hysterics now as the tears finally fall down my face. I don't hear the second half of what he said, only because I'm surprised that I yelled at him. The only time I had was when he sold out the double agents during the war.
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