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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 5, 2008 3:05:43 GMT
"I'm postive." I said. I owed it to Riley after all. Besides, it is a bit boring practicing with just yourself. If I messed up, which I'm sure I will, it will be okay. I laughed and said, "Yeah right." I highley doubted that I was anywhere near his favorite cousin after the whole pushing him into the car incident. I would have thought I was his least favorite.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Dec 5, 2008 3:13:38 GMT
I smiled and nodded a little bit, "Good." I smiled looking over to her. I laughed a little, "Okay, not when you pushed me infront of the car, but really, you're up there." I chucklced. I wasn't really sure I had a least favorite cousin anymore.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 7, 2008 4:07:10 GMT
I felt uncomertable at the mention of the car incident. I knew I was forgiven, but I couldn't help but still feel bad about it. "Look Riley, I know you may have forgiven me about that, but I still feel terrible. I'm still not sure exactly why I did it, but I take full responsibility. If there is anything I can do for you, just say it."
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Post by Benjamin Holbrooks on Dec 7, 2008 4:11:17 GMT
I shook my head looking over to her, frowning a bit now. "I.. no, there really isn't anything you can do.. thanks though.. Sorry for mentioning it." I said leaning on the table a little bit. "I just.. I don't know, I don't seem to take it very seriously anymore."
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 7, 2008 20:34:40 GMT
"It's okay. I was thinking of it first." I admitted. Sometimes it felt that no matter how much I changed, and no matter how much I tried to forget it, I would never be able to forgive myself for what I did. "Really? Because's that's just weird." I asked. Why could he forgive and forget, but I couldn't even forgive myself?
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Post by Riley Pearson on Dec 7, 2008 20:42:53 GMT
I shrugged a little bit. "Why's it weird?" I asked looking over to her. "I know that you didn't want to do it.. and no harm done.." I said with a small smile to her.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 7, 2008 20:54:24 GMT
"Yeah. No permenent harm." I said half in agreement. Why did Riley have to be so forgiving? I almost would have prefered if he would scream at me or something. But that's what was so great about Riley. He wasn't like that.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Dec 7, 2008 21:00:12 GMT
"Well yeah." I said with a faint shrug. Acutally, I wasn't even sure if she knew what happend to me when the car hit me. My guess was that if she didn't, now wouldn't be a good time to mention it. It was much easier to forgive someone for pushing them infront of a car than it was to forgive someone for killing your sister.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 9, 2008 22:50:13 GMT
"Anyways." I said feeling akward. I hated talking about the incident, but I couldn't stop thinking about it, and it needed to be cleared up. Now that it was, I just felt foolish. At times like these, I always felt it was best for a quick change in topic. "So how are your kids doing?" I asked. Maybe it wasn't such a good question, but it was the best I could think of at the moment.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Dec 9, 2008 23:03:53 GMT
I shrugged a bit at her question. "They're not the best right now." I said shaking my head slightly, unsure of really what to add to that at the moment.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 10, 2008 2:22:13 GMT
"Oh." I said. Sometimes, I felt I should just keep my mouth shut. Everytime I spoke, it seemed to me, I was only responded with more misery. "Do you mind me asking why?" I asked.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Dec 10, 2008 2:29:42 GMT
"Um... just, everything." I said shaking my head a little bit. I didn't really want to specify. Mainly because I didn't like telling that Riyann killed my sister. That, that was why everything was such a mess. They found out that she did it and well, they've been quiet.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 16, 2008 1:56:51 GMT
"Okay." I said feeling bad for asking. Quickly I said, "Look on the bright side! Things can only get better, I think." It was always good to look on the positive side, but some times things didn't get better. I hoped things would for Riley.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Dec 16, 2008 2:04:55 GMT
I looked up to her when she spoke quickly and smiled faintly to her. "Thanks Hayley.. but yeah.. hopefully.." I said with a small sigh, not sure if I believed it myself. I should believe it.. I say, or used to say it, all the time.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Dec 29, 2008 20:38:24 GMT
"No buts! It will happen. Trust me about this one." I said. I was pretty sure that on some level Riley was doubted what I said. It seemed he was at the bottem of a deep dark pit, and from way down there, it's hard to have a bit of hope.
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