Post by Daniel Martin on Nov 20, 2008 21:46:26 GMT
if i lay here if i just lay here ,
[/font]daniel martin[/font]
would you lie with me and just forget the world ?[/font]
and it's daniel james martin back again
from his twenty-fifth trip around the sun
until next july thirteenth that is at least
he's the youngest of three with scars
that run deeper than you'll ever know but
he's too busy trying to fix everyone else
because that's exactly what this healer
spends his days doing. well that and
running away because he's getting mighty
good at shirting familial responsibility.[/center]
•• would you lie with me and just forget the world ?
the answer phone, the lonely sound of your voice frozen in time i only need first name basis
we have got through so much worse than this before what's so different this time? on and off
through this whole flight is it could take my whole damn life to make this right enemy turned
put surfjan stevens on and we'll play your favourite song "chicago" bursts to life party friends
the laughter penetrates my silence while drunken men find flaws with science drinking friends
please don't let this turn into something it's not i can only give you everything average friends
shut your eyes i spin the big chair and you'll feel dizzy light and free and falling good friends
when the worrying starts to hurt and the world feels like graves of dirt just close close friends
if i lay here, if i just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?[/ best friends
i don't quite know how to say how i feel those three words are said too much but not confidant
prove that you are strong i can carry you on my back after our enemies attack partners in crime
forget what we're told before we get too old show me a garden that's bursting childhood friends
all that i am all that i ever was is here in your perfect eyes they're all i can see practically family
confused about how as well just know that these things will never change for us at all other half
•• like saturn's rings an icy loop around me too hard to hold .
hard to argue you when you won't stop making sense but my tongue still misbehaves friendly rivalry
and it keeps digging my own grave with my hands open and and my eyes open and i by association
why would i sabotage the best thing that i have? well it makes it easier to know exactly indifference
beginning to get to me that i know more of the stars and sea than i do of what's in your head tolerance
slices and cuts i want so much to open your eyes because i need you to look into mine avoidance
headlights before me so beautiful so clear reach out and take it cos i'm so tired of this fear scared of
are you beginning to get my point? that all this fighting with aching joints is doing nothing but rivalry
for once i want to be the car crash not always just the traffic jam hit me hard enough to wake me envy
it's not as easy as willing it all to be right gotta do more than hope that it's right i want friend turned
purer than the water like we were it's not there now ineloquence and anger are all we have backstabbed
the anger swells in my guts and i won't feel these slices and cuts i want so much to one-sided dislike
slower slower we don't have time for that all i want is to find an easier ay to get out of our mutual dislike
like saturn's rings an icy loop around me too hard to hold lash out first at all the things one-sided hatred
in my eyes i pull up thorns from our ripped bodies and let the blood fall in my mouth mutual hatred
•• i have no fear cos you are all that i have .
[/font][/center]all this feels strange and untrue and i won't waste a moment without you my bones ache flirting
the perfect words never crossed my mind cos there's nothing in there but you one-sided crush
take my hand knot your fingers through mine and we'll walk from this dark room mutual crush
i'll guard the door and when you wake you'll wake with me and when you wake one night stand
see those eyes makes it so hard not to cry as we say our long goodbye i nearly do past bad terms
mostly noises ghosts with just voices your words in my memory are like music to me past good terms
can't be as sorry as you think i should i still love you more than anyone else could past with feelings
tried to tell you before you left but i was screaming under my breath you're the only thing on and off
need to feel breathless with love and not collapse under under it's weight i'm gasping sexual tension
all this fear falls away to leave me naked hold me close cos i need you to guide me physical attraction
hoping it's right i wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it collapse into me tired with joy lust
know i'm ready for your love i just don't understand it there is a silent pact of trust that i could future
please let me hold you until i know that we're both through this i couldn't lead another day current
'til i know we're both through this i couldn't lead another day without you here in my arms soul mate
•• even if you cannot hear my voice i'll be right beside you dear .
splintered mast i'm holding on won't save me long i know fine well what i did was wrong bad influence
get up get out get away from these liars because they don't get your soul or your fire good influence
i'm telling you the reason i'm all messed up just have to look me in the eyes emotional support
have heart my dear we're bound to be afraid even if it's just for a few days making up for all hero
you look so fragile that i could break but i try to hold myself together for both of us but in mentor
cold water cleaning my wounds a sad parade with a single balloon i'm done with this co-worker
there's so much wrong but there's so much right i guess we'll agree to differ on one thing respect you
we run for our lives i can hardly speak i understand why you can't raise your voice to say respect daniel
took half the time i am still afraid so stay by my side and hold my hand try to teach protective of you
i'll sing it one last time for you then we really have to go you've been the only thing protective of daniel
don't know where to look my words just break and melt please save me from this darkness mixed feelings
teach me that i'm alright i guess but there's so much wrong but there's so much right love-hate
just wanna watch you sleep as you lie here beside me close your eyes i'll guard the door spouse
something that i understand i need to taste the warming glow of of your medicating hands family
•• i think the finish line's a good place for us to start .
[/font]this is made by me, matt, with hamster's colouring cos he likes to share. the lyrics are
all by snow patrol and mostly from the album eyes open. post in mine and i post
in yours, don't post in code and quote the post to get the colours. steal and i'll
think of something imaginative, painful and humiliating to do to you. (:[/center]
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