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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 20:49:21 GMT
Riley had finally come and seen me again, just after Tyler had, and before him it was Arden, and tehn Riley again. What a great bunch of fun that all was. Riley and I going through a divorce, though it didn't help that Lil was dead and because of me, that was actually the reason. Arden was only there to see if someone else was and happened to come across me, and that wasn't really the greatest visits of all, let's just say that.
Tyler, not that was rather annoying. He'd come by at about the time that I had decided there was no way I'd be getting out and I had just given up, so I'd ignored him, which concluded that he was throwing random objects at me until I finally gave up. Then I'd found out he wasn't quite happy with me, but rather really mad, because why would I go and do something as stupid as that and get put in here. Really that's when I'd started ignoring him, after he and I talked for a short while. Because the fighting was getting annoying, especially when I didn't even want to fight.
Then Riley had come again, with no news of when I was getting out.
Sad when you can't see your kids again because you're stuck somewhere you wouldn't ever dream of letting them visit. They really would almost be the only thing that would keep me from giving up and waiting to get out. The problem was I didn't want to wait. I didn't want to, I shouldn't need to. I shouldn't be here.
With my back propped lightly against a wall I stared outside the bars that locked me in this place. I hadn't eaten for a while now, I wasn't even sure how long I'd been in here. Sleep hardly ever came, and I was more tired than I could ever imagine being. My throat was sore, I didn't even talk unless I needed to, which greatly reduced my coughing fits.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 7, 2008 21:24:10 GMT
Jack was out, out of hospital and out of his coma. But.
The big word but, but he had heard that Riyann was in Azkaban. And he had to come see her at once not only to talk about there dream but to talk about other bloody things like why she was in there in the first place. As no one would tell Jack off hand. His feet tapped the water cold hard stone floors as they pushed back off them each step taking him further and closer to another cell. "Where are youi?" He murmured to himself as he looked at the depressed and lonely witches sitting in there cells or trying to crawl out from them. They were all talking to them selfs which scared Jack only for a slight second wondering if Riy had already gotten to that stage?
"This isn't working." He mumbled then stopping Jack bit his lip and shouted. "Riyann. Hun?" 'Hun' like he called every girl he knew and loved. His love always being different for every girl. "Riy-Riy?" He called out again.
[[ Finally done it! Not even that long! xD ]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 21:35:07 GMT
Hearing my name shouted out against the nearly silent, that was even considered silent, air I blinked my eyes, being pulled from my own little world. Normally I would've just ignored the voice and the person completely, I heard the voice again, recognizing it as Jack's and let a faint smile grace my lips. Really I was shocked he was even here, and really I didn't want to move from my spot, or get up and start talking, I just wanted to stay where I was, slowly fading away, and keep to myself. Opening my mouth slightly I tried to force Jack's name past my lips but I only got a faint whisp of a sound before I started coughing, bringing my fist up to my mouth as I did. That was one of the things I hated, if I tried to talk I'd only start coughing and as I'd cough it'd get worse and worse.
I hadn't been in here long enough for Azkaban to have done this too me, really it was my fault and I'd been speeding up the process of everything and just stopped carrying.
After the coughing subsided I tried clearing my throat faintly, but it only hurt to do so. Have you ever had you're throat hurt so bad that just clearing it faintly set it on fire? Or talked and screamed so loud that when you screamed again you didn't even make a noise and that alone hurt? That's what it was like for me. Deciding to move I slowly got on my feet, ignored the light headedness and made my way to the bars, pulling myself close to them so I could peer past them faintly, but I didn't see Jack and I tried speaking again, managing to call his name out faintly and to start coughing again.
[[YAY. but it was fine. so yeah. lol..]]
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 7, 2008 21:49:50 GMT
Jack frowend a little hearing faint coughing sounds them then becoming more grotest and louder by the minute.
"Riyann? Hunnie? Are you there?"
He asked her walking closer and closer to the sounds. His eyes then squinting as he looked through the bars after hearing his name. His teeth sinking back into his lip hard and his hands tightening there grip on the bars lback soot and other stuff rubbing onto his palms.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 21:58:11 GMT
I took a step back from the bars as I heard footsteps and then I heard Jack again, all before I saw him. Maybe I shouldn't've answered him, because now he had to see me like I was, but then again he was the one that had come here in the first place and started shouting out my name. "Yeah." I whispered to his question, holding back a cough that was slowly starting to sufficate me before I finally let it out, followed by a few more before I stopped coughing. My chest was hurting now, more from all the coughing I was doing. Least I wasn't coughing up blood anymore. "Hey."
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 7, 2008 22:05:09 GMT
Jack sighed pushing his face as far as he could into the bars looking over her ting frame.
"What happened hun? Why are you here? You've lost a lot of weight!" He told and asked her with a faint smile pressed onto his lips hidding from what he really wanted to ask her from what he really wanted to say. But his blunt and scarcastic tone would have just been to much and not really fair.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 22:13:03 GMT
Watching as he pushed his face against the bars I couldn't help but smile faintly. It was awkward, just standing there, doing nothing and watching Jack as he did all, well most of, the talking. I had to start talking more, it wouldn't be so hard to start a converstaion then. Clearing my throat slightly and keeping back another cough I was thinking of how to answer him. "Uhm." I managed through a hoarse voice. Did I really want to tell him why I was here? "Doe-doesn't really matter." I whispered, shrugging faintly, trying to get out and away from that question, doubting he'd let me do as much.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 7, 2008 22:28:40 GMT
Jack frowned more.
"Do you think thats any thing of an answer?" He asked her raising an eye brow.
"Please tell me? It's only me after all just simple plan old man Jackie." He told her smiling weakly again. His fingers tapping on the bars where which he held them.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 22:35:00 GMT
"Course." I muttered before bringing my fist, covered by my dirty and tattered sweatshirt sleave, up to my mouth and I started coughing against it, trying to stop, but after each cough it just egged on another one, slowly making me lose my breath bit by bit.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 7, 2008 22:40:54 GMT
Jack cringed every time she coughed his insides beginning to ache.
"Babes please come hear." He told her pressing his arms into the bars wanting to hug her for only a moment or two.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 22:49:19 GMT
I took the few steps towards him until I was next to the bars, trying to make it so the coughing would stop, at least holding it back for a fraction of a second to take in a breath before I was forced to cough again. My insides were burning from the lack of oxygen I was getting right now, my throat was raw and burning as well. I don't think I've had this bad of a coughing fit yet.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 7, 2008 22:54:30 GMT
Jack smiled again just as weakly. His hands holding tightly onto hers seeing as she couldn't really hug him.
"Tell me how you got her hun." He asked her bitting hard onto his lower lip. Looking over her pale face and into her deep chocolate brown buffy eyes.
"Tell me."
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 23:04:38 GMT
His hands held tightly onto me and I could only relax some and I held my breath to stop the coughing, at least for a little while and then started focusing on breathing normally. "Not quite sure you want to know that." I whispered hoarsely.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 7, 2008 23:10:50 GMT
Jack shook his head, well as much as he could. And then stared back to her pale face.
"I do. Please." He asked her once more. Jack really didn't care how or why but he needed to know he hadn't seen her since there dream and they hadn't even started to talk abotu that yet?
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 7, 2008 23:15:06 GMT
"Do you have anything to drink?" I asked, my voice starting to die, but really, it'd make sense that if my throat wasn't so dry I could actually talk. I was stalling until I had to answer him. Really, why did Jack want to know so bad? And besides, after I did tell him he'd probably hate me and just end up walking away thinking that it was such a waste of his time to even bother coming to find me.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 8, 2008 8:55:18 GMT
Jack nodded letting go of her hankds and opening his jacket pocket pulling out a bottle of water.
"Here." He told her slipping it through the bars to her placing it in her stone cold hands. His lips pressed together to stop asking her again why she was in here. It wasn't that Jack needed to know. It was just that he wanted to know as no one else would tell him. Any way this was Jack he could handle any thing. After all he was blunt, and emotionless he could take any thing. Sort of.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 15:09:28 GMT
He pulled his hands back and pulled out a bottle of water, which when he pressed it in my hands I opened it to take a quick drink, though it was slightly hard to swallow it felt good to have something to drink.
"Why d'you want to know Jack?" I asked softly, looking down at the water bottle that was still opened.
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Post by Kevin Matthews on Nov 8, 2008 15:45:38 GMT
[ Can't be bothered to change charries xD ]
Jack smirked up to her little face with faint smile pressing onto his lips.
"Why wouldn't I?" He asked her with another faint smile tugging on his lips.
"Your my best friend and I love yah. So I needed to know" he told her.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 15:47:41 GMT
[[Tis alright]
I watched him smirk and shook my head faintly.
"Because I happened upon killing my sister in law." I mumbled, looking down as I spoke. Sure he had a smile tugging on his lips, but really, I didn't much want to see his reaction after hearing that come from me of all people.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 8, 2008 16:25:16 GMT
Jack sighed and looked down a little more chewing the inside of his cheek.
"And why may I ask did you kill her?" He asked his face filled with doubt and terror.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 8, 2008 16:29:58 GMT
"No you may not ask." I said, still looking at the floor before finally looking up at Jack to see his face only filled with doubt and terror, doesn't say anything good in my book.
Biting my bottom lip I lowered my eyes again.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 8, 2008 16:33:33 GMT
Jack sighed again looking up to her face.
"And why not?" He asked her his face now blank just as much as before. Jack then began to sink his teeth back into his lip.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 9, 2008 18:09:14 GMT
"Because it's none of you're business." I said with a bit of edge, my voice quite in tone though. Really I did feel bad for saying this stuff the way I was, but really I didn't want to lie to Jack.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 9, 2008 20:53:41 GMT
Jack sighed this wasn't like Riyann at all they always told each other every thing they were best friends he would like to say.
"Well I'm gonna make it my business. Even If you don't like it, and If you won't tell me I'll just go ask a guard, which will be worse for me." He told her his face expressionless as he took one step back away from the bars.
[[ Um why did she kill Lilian? Lol. I actaully don't know? Lmao. ]]
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 10, 2008 22:09:07 GMT
"Jack, don't." I said, reaching my hand out to stop him just as he was taking a step back. I didn't want him to know, that and they probably didn't know themselves, which, well yeah, wouldn't be that great if they made things up.
[[Her story is just because. lmao....... I'll tell you all about it later.. ;D]]
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 10, 2008 22:16:43 GMT
Jack looked at her with widened eyes.
"Then tell me please. You know you can trust me." He said to her taking a step forward again taking hold of her hand.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 10, 2008 22:27:44 GMT
I shut my eyes for a moment at his words, feeling him grab my hand again. "N-not here I can't." I whispered softly. It was true, I couldn't trust anyone anymore, especially not in Azkaban. I couldn't even really trust Riley at this moment.
"I'm sorry Jack." I mumbled softly.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 11, 2008 7:35:14 GMT
Jack sighed banging his head onto the bars. His eyes tightly shut and his teeth sinking into his lower lip to stop him from busting out into a ram page.
"I better go then." He started. Well this was a waste of time. Saying what you've just said has probably just made her mind hate you! He thought taking n a deep breath.
"I didn't mean that." He said a short time after looking up at Riyann's face.
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Post by Riyann Servansikk on Nov 11, 2008 22:22:49 GMT
Jack banged his head against the bars and I took a step back. I couldn't tell him, not here, which meant it was quite likely I wouldn't ever be able to tell him.
"Jack." I whispered softly, only a moment before he spoke up, and when he did I felt my blood go cold. He was just going to leave me. Just like that. Because I couldn't tell him why I killed her? I took a couple steps backwards, keeping my eyes on him.
You can't trust anyone here. I heard the voice whisper in my head and I shut my eyes for a brief moment, hearing Jack say he didn't mean it.
"Sure sounded like it." I mumbled, looking at him as he looked up at me. Even if he didn't mean it, which he must've, it hurt.
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Post by Jack Clark on Nov 12, 2008 17:00:02 GMT
Jack sighed looking up and watching her step back.
"I didn't please come back Riy?" He asked her with another sigh escaping his lips. It wasn't like him to have a go at her, or any one it only happened on rare occasions.
"Please Riyann I really didn't mean that. I still love yah and care for you other wise I would of gone." He told her with another small sigh.
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